Sunday, October 23, 2011

One very fine night on September 23, 2011

Today, October 23, is the one month anniversary of my engagement to Eric. I figured I should tell the story before I forget the details...(Sorry if the writing-style is a little weird!)

So it was a month ago, on a Friday evening. It was the second-to-last weekend before Eric would leave for his mission, and so we had planned to go to the Kansas City Symphony's opening night at the new Kauffman Center for the Performing Arts in Helzberg Hall. Eric and I had been to several Kansas City Symphony performances in the past, and this was one of our favorite activities, so it would be a nice thing to go to before he left.

I met up with Eric after class in Columbia in the "Steak and Shake" parking lot, and we headed to Kansas City. On the way, we listened to Andrea Bocelli's Christmas album (yeah, I know it was only September, but we loved listening to that when we'd drive around Logan last year!) We were kind of hungry, but didn't have a ton of time, so we drove through McDonald's and got some sandwiches, hot fresh fries (they aren't always like that!), and some surprisingly good root beer! We had a nice drive :) Eric was wearing a dark blue, long sleeved shirt, and black dress pants, and I was wearing a maroon-ish sweater dress that Eric really likes and heels. You dress up to go to a Symphony!
I couldn't believe how beautiful the Kauffman Center was!

Eric looked nice in his dress clothes!
We got there about an hour early, and as we walked in, we saw lots of people dressed up even nicer than we were. I mean, formal dresses and tuxedos nice. And the center was BEAUTIFUL!!! It looked like something that belonged in a bigger city than Kansas City, that's for sure. And everyone was just dressed in fancy clothes, and holding little glasses of champagne... Eric and I had fun exploring the new center, and then we got the student rush tickets discount (tickets for $10 each... bargain!)


Helzberg hall was really neat looking, and Eric and I had a seat to the right and above the musicians, on the very end of the row. Just about every seat was filled. The way it looked reminded me a bit of Utah State's performance hall, except much cooler. Everyone in attendance was so excited, and the night opened with lots of thanks and acknowledgments for making the new center possible. (As much as I loved performances at the Lyric theater, this was a whole new experience entirely).

Outside the Kauffman Center during Intermission
Michael Stern then led everyone, orchestra and audience, in "The Star-Spangled Banner"... Eric and I thought it was kind of fun to be conducted by a world famous conductor! We then heard a short, but really fun piece by Stravinsky, "Fireworks". After that, we heard Beethoven's Piano Concerto no. 5 "Emperor", played by the master pianist, Emanuel Ax. His fingers played SO FAST! I don't know how it is physically possible for fingers to play that quickly in a controlled manner. After that was the intermission, and so Eric and I walked around the gift shop, outside the building, and even had our programs autographed by Emanuel Ax himself! (His hands must have been so tired after that piece...) We waited a until the last minute to go back inside, because we didn't want people in our row to have to walk over us to get in their seats.

Next, we heard the world premier of "Fountains of KC (Kansas City/Kauffman Center)", by Chen Yi, who was the first female Master of the Performing Arts in China. It was quite intense, and pretty avant garde... just a bunch of random loud noises. (On our drive to the Plaza afterward, Eric was kind of making fun of it... he didn't think that the music sounded much like Kansas City, more like big, tall, dark, scary mountains. I agreed. It was funny to hear his imitation of the song!) After that, was Respighi's "Pines of Rome". I liked that piece before (I had seen it in the Whale sequence in "Fantasia 2000"), but there is nothing like hearing it live! Man, was it AWESOME! That was without a doubt, my favorite live performance of anything I've ever heard. And the in the third movement, they had some of the horn players in the side balconies and front balcony, and so the effect was even more "surround sound"! The acoustics were already amazing, but that was just so cool. After it was over, the audience applauded for minutes and minutes! I was really hoping for an encore, but Michael Stern just invited everyone out to the lobby for a free glass of champagne. He said that the orchestra would be playing something to encourage everyone to head out to the lobby, and they started playing some classical piece and the audience laughed. Eric and I didn't have the musical knowledge to get the joke, but we left and decided to walk around the Plaza.

The Plaza had lots of people (even though it was close to 11:00 pm), because that day and the next was "Art on the Plaza". The booths and tents were all closed, but a lot of people were still out walking and shopping.

Eric and I went to Starbucks, and he bought a large Salted Carmel Hot Cocoa (I wasn't sure how it'd taste, but it was DELICIOUS!! It wasn't super sweet or chocolatey, but it was so good), and a pumpkin spice cupcake with cream cheese frosting.

We ate the cupcake inside, but because the temperature and atmosphere outside was PERFECT, we decided to drink the cocoa outside as we walked. It was so pretty out, and Eric and I were so happy because we had had such a great night! Eric knows the cool places on the plaza better than me, so when we'd get to a corner, I'd just let him decide which way we should go. Even though the temperature was nice, I wore Eric's jacket because he was just a little warm, and I was just a little cool. 

We eventually made our way to the edge of the plaza, near a man-made river called "Brush Creek" (so I guess it's a creek...) Eric asked if I wanted to walk by the water, and I said "Sure!", because I knew that Eric loves that walk. As we walked down the stairs, I remembered the other times we had walked by the water... the first time I visited him in Kansas city when I was checking out UMKC three years ago, we walked there, and because I had unknowingly worn some unsensible shoes (they hadn't seemed that bad! They weren't heels or anything...) we just sat for a while on a bench, looking at the water while I rested my feet. Another time was Eric's last night living in Kansas City (two summers ago), when we had eaten at Cheesecake Factory on the plaza, and then afterward his car wouldn't start, and so we had to walk by Brush Creek to his apartment to get my car. I remember him talking to his dad on the phone on that walk about how to start the car again. It was an kind of an annoyance that car problems took up time on our last evening in KC, but at the same time it was kind of funny because Eric was mad (he doesn't get mad very often) because the reason the car was dead was because someone he had given a ride to had turned on the inside light for no reason... it was especially dumb because Eric had given him a ride during the day, when there was no reason to turn on the inside light.

Anyway, I was just commenting about the different times we had walked along Brush Creek, and how there were a lot of memories. As we walked I thought about everything that had happened that evening, from the wonderful performance, to the perfect weather, even to the nice food we had eaten, I was thinking that there couldn't be a better last visit to Kansas City before Eric left on his mission. I said "This has been a perfect night!" Eric said, "A perfect night? ...I'm going to make it better." It didn't take me a split-second to know what was coming next, although when he reached into his pocket I was just thinking "No way!" and already in a state of shock... he got on one knee, opened the box with a beautiful ring and said, "Sannah, will you marry me?"  I just kind of weakly said "yes..." because I felt a little dazed. Eric said that I just had really wide eyes lol. I felt pretty shaky after that... after all, it is a big moment! Eric said that he had felt nervous, even though he knew I was going to say yes! He said that he somehow always knew that he would propose to me on Brush Creek, because it's such a pretty location, somewhat private, but very close to the Plaza. It was such a pretty ring, too!! It was a little big (it has since been refitted), and Eric told me all about when and how he had picked it out... we both had a lot of energy after that, and so we went back up to the Plaza and kept walking, happier than ever! We decided to get a snack at Cheesecake Factory since it was still open, and we ate outside (again, wonderful atmosphere!) I had a bowl of Edamame (I wasn't very hungry for too much... it was late!) and Eric had I think Clam Chowder. It was great to just sit and talk, and I had fun unshelling the beans and eating them!

When we were ready to go, we drove to Olathe where Eric's brother Mike lives, and stayed at his house. It had been a magical night! :)

Eric is currently serving his mission, and I am going to school, and we can both focus on our respective goals and activities without worrying or wondering about what will happen when Eric comes back. I am so blessed to have found such a wonderful person, and someone who I get along with so well! I'm excited for what will happen in the future, both while we're apart, and when we can be together again. When it comes closer to the time that Eric comes home, I'll plan more about everything :)
Brush Creek the next day. It's prettier at night, with the lights reflected on the water. Also, those are plants over the wall, not pollution... it kind of looks like pollution in the little picture...


--Sannah

Correction: I actually said that "This night has been a dream come true!" Not that other thing. I just remembered!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Letter From Eric :)

Today I got a nice surprise in the mail-- a letter from my very favorite Elder! He's had some neat experiences in the MTC, and I'm glad he's been able to grow so close to the Lord in this amount of time. I always knew he would love being a missionary! Church 24/7! Eric LOVES anything about the gospel, so I hope he has a most wonderful two years. In the meantime, I'll be trying to be a good student, find a job, and learn better time-management skills. I have a few other goals of self-improvement along the way as well. Anyway, I have studying to do and a paper to write, so adios!

--Sannah

Monday, October 10, 2011

First email From Eric from the MTC!

I've been quite busy lately, and I still have lots to do, but I thought I would give an update. This morning, Eric's mom forwarded me an email from Eric. He's doing very well, he made district leader and loves everything about the work. (The selfish part of me wished that he had said that he misses everyone at least once in the letter, but I'm glad he's doing so well). I hope to hear from him again soon!

--Sannah

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Sad Day

So today was my last day of seeing Eric for two years. It was SO HARD. I've cried four or five times today. He is my closest friend, and I loved sharing experiences and things I learn with him, and I just love him. I know it'll be different for him, but for me it feels like he, who other than Christ's gospel was the center of my life, has just dropped out. Life isn't as vibrant or enjoyable without him to share it with.

Luckily, I was able to talk to Olivia today, who cheered me up a lot with fun stories about Air Force ROTC. I wish I had a place where I belonged like that, though that sounds so hard! I'm still feeling overtones of sadness, though it'll be easier once I've cleaned my room and what-not. I really would like to have a job! Anyway, I have a longish paper to write, but I just miss him so much. It's hard knowing that my phone won't be getting texts or phone calls or anything for an extremely long time. It's hard knowing that I'll be missing two years of experiences with him. I didn't feel a sense of panic like I thought I would, just sadness. I hope so much that he stays safe and well, and that we can both become happy and fulfilled, especially as we rely on Christ more and more. I love Eric.

--Sannah